Happy belated 18th birthday to me!

I had a blast, my party was fucking awesome because I had awesome people that gave a flying fuck and came down. Thank you all! Was so happy that they could make it, especially the ones that are very, very important to me!

Fucking pissed off right now. What the fuck did I do to deserve this kinda treatment man.

I'm filled with angst, am fucking worried, insecure everything and I'm hanging by a thread.

Prove to me that you're still worth the fight.

Prove to me that you're not what I see you as.

Make me feel safe.

Currently 6AM in the morning and I'm studying Statistics and it's so annoying doing the same whole repetitive shit every time. I'm not supposed to be blogging but I've about 10 questions with parts left for my topic. I need to get Topic C photocopied ASAP it's my exam next Tuesday. I'm hoping that all goes well. I'm listening to Big Bang. I've the strongest urge to go out and grab some food and watch TV because I practically survive boredom with TV. I want to take smoke because it's too cold but I'm too lazy. I hate it when someone announces that he/she quits smoking when they only started for a day or two. It's like.. Stupid. You didn't even fucking start how do you know how hard it is to REALLY quit? So annoying I've friends like that and it gets on my fucking nerves. It's like they smoke to act cool wtf?!! How in the fucking heaven's earth's cb is smoking cool? Anyway, my fingers are frozen and I really need some food.

Bye

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